Is this the start...or is it the ending?....

Today morning..i tried talking to my dad about going to SOTA instead of NAFA..he didn't disagree but just flare up..he never told me the reason for flaring up.. ...later in the day..before going to my grandma's place..he was like telling my mum and my sis what happened..and i still do not understand why he flare up..on our way back home..my dad commented that I'm just listening to the person who told me about entering SOTA now because she is beautiful or something..I just thought he was really childish..than later he said something like..''if you return me all my money that i paid for your audition to NAFA and the entry fees, than you can go ahead with your decision of SOTA''..to me he was just thinking about the money..it also occurred to me that the reason that he even wanted for me to go to NAFA was not because he wants to let me realise my dreams..but he just wants to realise his;getting rid of me..to him he just thought that as a guy i would be able to easily get a diploma in dance cause of the lack of guys in singapore and than move on to getting a job using the diploma and live on my own..just because he sees no future in me in poly..I'm disappointed..but am too tired to pull myself up already..i dun wan to live in their shadow anymore..he doesn't understand a single thing about dance..from what i see..his just pushing me aside..I feel mentally lost..i dun wanna talk about it anymore..i just want to do it..i've been talking too much about this issue already..i think i just want to go and dance and give my best shot..weather i succeed or not..it has nothing to do with my parents..if i succeed i will only thank them for supporting me financially..and not emotionally..I feel like i dunno them all of a sudden..like they are strangers to me..but than..i guess me and my parents were not actually very close..i was always the one trying to understand them..while they dun bother bout how i feel..my dad always goes''im always correct because i'm me!''...hmms...anyone has any ideas what i should do?...I feel really lost..